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[There had been a simpler time, several years before when Bren hadn't yet known Trent Ikithon, a time when he was thoroughly and blissfully unaware of the things that existed in the dark, when the ideas of werewolves and vampires and other creatures that ought to have been nothing more than fairy tale fodder. Instead, his paths had crossed with Trent and everything had changed. He'd been thrown into a small walled courtyard one night, under the light of a full moon, and he had not been alone. That was the first time he had met a werewolf. Bren remembered the bite, still had the scar of it on one forearm, remembered the confusion and the terror -- both of which were nothing compared to the full moon that followed the month after, the first time he'd transformed. He remembered the pain of his entire body breaking and reshaping itself, the fear of losing himself entirely. He'd blacked out that night, woken up naked and aching as if he'd been run over by a bus.
It had been the same very moon since, except that piece by piece, bit by bit, he held onto some small shred of himself during the transformation. Trent Ikithon had explained that all this was for Bren's own good, that he was safer here than anywhere else. that there were vampires who would tear him apart on sight, one in particular, a singular monster who Trent seemed to have a personal loathing for. Bren tried to probe why any vampire, never mind a particular one, would have any interest in him. No explanation was ever given except that 'the Shadowhand will never have you. Not in this life or the next. I will see to that.'
Bren had no idea what that meant. Before all this, the only strange thing in his life were recurring dreams -- and oh they were beautiful things. Arms that were secure and safe around him, tender and gentle but not warm. The soft lilt of a voice that assured him everything would be well, that wherever he went he would be found again. Trent had hated the dreams and had done his best to cast them out of Bren's conscious awareness. Now they were barely shadows, things he could remember the feeling of more than the details. It hurt even trying to recall them, so he didn't.
This past moon Bren had made his escape after he transformed, finally aware enough of himself that he had his chance. He was free. That was the only thought in his mind right now and it repeated in echoed mantra over and over again as he tried to keep himself from spiraling into a breakdown. It had been years since he'd been out, actually out in the world, not kept with Trent Ikithon's control, trapped within the grounds of that monster's manor. He was, after all, Trent's pet project, for whatever reasons the old bastard had. It didn't matter. Back in that direction lay only pain and isolation. He wouldn't go back.
Of course, he didn't really have a plan to go forward either, really. Even before he'd been captured and turned, he hadn't had any family left, few friends, and he'd been out of the world for years now. He managed to
A soft meow caught his attention, and he looked up in surprise as a small orange tabby approached him. For the first time in a long while, Bren smiled.] Hello there... [The little creature sniffed his outstretched hand and headbutted his fingers. It was the first kind touch that he'd known in so long, he almost teared up over it.] Well, at least I am not alone anymore. That's comforting.
[Now if he could just figure out what the hell he was going to do, where he was going to go.]
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Date: 2023-05-11 02:18 am (UTC)[Just his name because what could Bren possibly have said to any of that, to explain how it shook him to his core to be wanted so deeply, so completely. It made his chest ache with how full it felt, how deep that emotion ran in him. He knew he would do anything for this man, his fairytale Lord who had found him, quite literally, lost in the woods and saved him from so many things -- including, in many ways -- himself.
He flushed as Essek looked at him, the gaze that he could physically feel. With his shirt open, the outline of his cock, stirred to life already by the soft touches and sweet words and the very idea of giving himself to this man, them giving themselves to each other.
His finger slid over that lapel, fingertips grazing along that cool, soft skin as he did. The buttons were made short work of, and finding no further barriers beneath to either his eyes or his touch was a thrilling surprise. His hand drifted down his chest, the flat pane of his stomach, hooking into the waistband of Essek's trousers, tugging him closer.]
I will keep you warm, Liebling. Always. I am already burning for you
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Date: 2023-05-11 02:36 am (UTC)Like an unearthly pull, Essek's mouth orbited until finally he caught that lower lip and he tugged lightly with teeth, a whimpering little growl of possession while his hand slipped and then he cupped that tight ass with a palm to give it a squeeze.
Objectifying his very handsome lover with those stunning blue eyes, there was after all something absolutely corruptable about him-- in a way that Caleb had not been; he felt flawed and broken, and something inside called to the same aspected part of Bren.
Even if there was still hope for Essek that the soul inside Bren could see; for certainly the Drowpire was blind to it.
A cool trail of kisses against burning skin, hot and utterly undeniable as Essek could not stop the onslaught, against chin, jaw-- even as his tongue slid flat against skin and felt the blood all but jump to try to circumvent the barriers placed their by nature ]
How your blood thirsts for me..
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Date: 2023-05-11 07:13 am (UTC)He leaned into that kiss, shivering at the sound of that possessive sound. He breathed a moan of his own as those hands gripped his ass. Stepping in all the closer, his arms wrapped around him, hands running up Essek's back to press against him, to close any space between their bodies. Essek had him, utterly under his spell, and Bren would eagerly let himself be enthralled by this man his soul yearned for.
There was indeed something broken in him, sharp-edged and still bleeding, but it would fit together with the jagged pieces in Essek. Inside Bren, Caleb knew it was right. They had been broken apart by Ikithon more than once, and this would put back together something which ought never have been separated.
His fingers curled against Essek's back, dragging over that satin skin, eyes falling shut as he basked in the touch of that mouth over his skin. His head fell to the side to bare his neck to that attention.]
All of me thirsts for you. And what about you, Sternenlicht? Do you thirst?
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Date: 2023-05-11 04:33 pm (UTC)Like his owner had come home.
However, they owned each other and it was mutually but unspokenly acknowledged. As much he knew that he was Bren's pet cat made flesh, Bren was his pet, was irrevocably his in all ways. Would be it in another manner tonight as he lay claimage to the man pressed so close to him. ]
I am so hungry for you.. I can taste you, know. You throb against my tongue until I am sick with the longing of you.
[ Essek stepped forward and thereby angled Bren to walk backwards. His movements graceful as he used dance to move Bren toward the canopied that was no stranger to bodies frenzied with need and desire. Had seen legs wrapped around waists and heard sharply ragged pleas for more, for deeper and harder. ]
I want you out of those pants and sprawled out for me on that bed, Chathiu... I want to see how hard you are for me.
[ and then Essek's teeth nibbled skin but did not break skin quite yet. ]
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Date: 2023-05-13 05:50 am (UTC)And now they'd have each other in this new -- and simultaneously so utterly familiar -- way that Bren desperately wanted.]
You can taste me when you like. My heart is beating for you. Can you hear it?
[Racing in his chest, sending his blood coursing through his vein, heated through with the need in him for the other man. He felt himself danced towards the bed, stopping when he felt the edge of it against the back of his legs.]
I'm achingly hard for you, Liebling.
[Bren informed him before stepping back to do as he was told, easing his pants down from his hips to let them pool at his feet. He stepped out of them, and what he'd said was true. His cock was hard, arching proudly upward, flushed and red, precome already beading at the head of his prick. He let his gaze flicker to Essek as if to check for the other man's approval, before moving to climb into the bed, stretching out, relaxing back into the pillows.]
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Date: 2023-05-13 01:00 pm (UTC)And those eyes, they were melancholy eyes. As if he could not comprehend anyone loving him; but begged all the same; and oh how Essek lived to love him. Whoever put that look in Bren's eyes, Essek wanted to systematically destroy until there was nothing left of him.
Make no mistake, Essek had a pretty good idea of whom had painted that sadness there.
Stepping closer before he dipped the fabric over his hips so that the linen could pool to the ground; Bren would see how hard he was as well-- this was perhaps not as much of a feat since Essek was at the normal a state of half-hardness however now he was wedged up against his own smooth stomach, held captive there by his thirst for the other man.
And then he slipped onto the bed beside Bren, on his side and with his fingernails trailing over skin starting with collarbone, before it came to push through the fine hair at Bren's chest. ]
One day I will map every single freckle on your body, create starcharts by it-- see if I can wind my tongue against each and every one without repeating a path. [ An endeavor that could take hours and days to do, but he was up for the task ]
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Date: 2023-05-14 01:42 am (UTC)In the meantime he would bask in the warmth of that desire, even if he couldn't comprehend deserving it, and would desire in return. He made no attempts to hide just how much he desired him, the way his eyes followed the lines of Essek's body as those pants fall to the ground. His gaze lingered on the other man's arousal, just as hard as his own, just as affected.
He shifted beneath the soft slide of those fingernails, turning just a bit to face him, so he can let his own hand settle at Essek's hip, trail fingertips up his side, the gentle curves and angles of his body. A flush suffused his face, breath catching at the picture that promise painted.]
Will I be allowed to explore to, to find my own constellations in your own stars? [Those soft stardusting of white freckles on Essek's own perfect skin.]
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Date: 2023-05-14 01:56 am (UTC)He nibbled it, drapped his incisor against hit while his palm pressed flat and flush to the stomach, to see if Bren's body was raise in response to his hands and fingers. And in the perpherial of his vision, there was Bren's arousal, flushed and already leaking prespend in excitement. ]
I will allow you to touch me-- it will require us to spend a good amount of time in bed, several sessions; and it is a lucky thing indeed that I am a vampire.. so that you may get a little bit of rest, yes?
[ For Essek would likely wear his werewolf out, until he was nothing more than a limp msss of a man. Well once of course he discovered that his lover was a werewolf, whenever that was. ]
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Date: 2023-05-14 03:58 am (UTC)But patience would not last. Before too much longer, Bren would be begging for more, pleading with Essek to have mercy on him and give him what he so plainly needed. His gaze lifted to meet Essek's once more, even as his hand settled against the jut of that hip.]
You may be surprised by my stamina.
[Though that came back to that same secret that he was so terrified of Essek finding out -- the one that he would need to tell his lover sooner rather than later. The moon moved through its phases without care for the werewolf on Exandria praying for it to slow, for the crescent to remain in the sky and delay the inevitable.
For tonight at least, he pushed those thoughts aside.]
But I look forward to it.
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Date: 2023-05-14 12:59 pm (UTC)His hand smoothed ever downward until his thumb could caress over the velvet of a rosy-pink cockhead and then he allowed his fingers to wrap around it, just the head-- go feel it throb deliciously while he teased his thumb just over the slit to draw away a fresh sheen of glisten. ]
You have quite the stamina? Well so do I-- perhaps we should have a stamina off?
[ a soft teasing chuckle even as he dragged that nipple into his mouth and then he sucked at it, sucked it and allowed it to play against his sharpened teeth. Although, he was delicate with it, not wanting to play too roughly with it-- Bren would get only light scrapes.
When the peak popped out of his mouth, his hand took the initative to slide downward against the cock while he worked his way downward with palm, dragging it against the main vein on the underside, treating his lover with such delicious focus.
They were definitely going to have much hot and borderline disrespectful sex, even if Essek could not comprehend how disrespectful it would get with Bren as a werewolf. Tonight though, he only wanted to cherish Bren, to take him slow and steady. ]
I can tell how much you want me to mount you, your body hums for it.
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Date: 2023-05-15 02:15 am (UTC)His voice caught as those fingers teased over the head of his cock, the sensitive flesh beneath that cool, gentle touch sending an almost violent shiver thrilling through him.]
I think I'd likely lose, but... it would be an interesting contest.
[He'd be ruined is what would happen, going up against a vampire, but it'd be a hell of a way to go. His fingers sank into Essek's hair as that mouth latched onto his nipple. Every new touch felt like Essek was tuning an instrument that he had long ago mastered, and soon Bren would sing beneath his touches, a symphony of the Shadowhand's making.]
Oh gods, yes, I want it. I need it... all of me needs you.
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Date: 2023-05-15 02:24 am (UTC)The scent of Bren's musk was an absolutely heady thing, made his stomach clench and his own prick clench in such a way that begged to be buried inside of him. It was then that Essek slowly pushed himself up and shifted so that he could find his way to between those spread thighs.
The drowpire did not stop his ministrations however, he continued to slowly jerk Bren off, watching each expression on those features. From this position, it was easier to watch how the lust blossomed over those features, those blue eyes that he could drown in and the whisper of tongue viewable amongst parted lips. ]
Get my fingers nice and slick with your precome and I will use it to prepare you for me--
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Date: 2023-05-16 05:46 am (UTC)His cock was aching even as Essek's hand moved over him, giving him the attention that his arousal begged for as hard and eager as it was. Bren watched as Essek shifted, mesmerized and unable to tear his eyes away. His hips rocked up towards that attention, a groan tearing free from his lips. His hangs curled into the blankets beneath him, holding tightly.
The precome that was beading on his cock only gathered again as Essek dragged it down over his length, each touch slicker than the last. Those words had his hips twitching again, and he nodded.]
Oh please... I want to feel your fingers inside me.
[All the more a turn on that Essek planned to use his own dripping cock as the source of slick to open him up. But he also knew that if Essek kept up that attention, it wouldn't just be precome that he'd have at hand.]
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Date: 2023-05-16 11:30 am (UTC)It had actually caused a few spell creations just so that there could be absolute hope for Caleb to keep up even a little (which was, if Bren cared to look for in the library, that grimoire from his dreams that did possess those filthy sex magic spells).
But due to Bren's own biology, perhaps there was a far more fair advantage so to speak?
Essek settled between those legs and then he reached for Bren's hand, and then he slowly brought it to his cock, then he looped his hand toward the other side, bringing both their arousals to press into each other in a mutual stroking as he looked down at the man spread out there-- perfection personified. The trail of hair, the freckled skin, and gods the flushed cheeks. He was enchanted with such a view, he'd not felt such desire in so long and now--? He did not want to give it up ]
Just a little bit longer, Chathiu-- let me touch you a bit longer, let me savor you. I have waited so very long to get my hands on you that I do not want to rush nor waste it, yes? You deserve only the best.
[ Essek, in such a moment, was offering Bren not just a haven, but a storm as well. He was offering his lover both things. ]
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Date: 2023-05-17 01:55 am (UTC)He let his hand be guided, gasping sharply as both their cocks pressed together, his hand, Essek's hand. Following suit, he stroked at the both of them, looking from the motion of their hands over hard, flushed arousals, up to fix on Essek's face. His gaze roamed over those flawless features, carved from crystal, but softened by this desire, this pleasure, by Bren and wasn't that an amazing thought?
Each continued touch brought him closer to that edge, even if he tried to hold back, to hold on. Essek's touch was designed by the universe to unmake him in the sweetest way, like no other touch he had ever known. The forced bond of his fellow wolves that Trent had pressed him into, none of it had ever made him feel alive the way that this beautiful creature did, never stirred the need to belong to him, to claim him in turn.]
A little longer...
[He agreed with a groan. And oh he meant it. He was trying to be patient, to wait, but despite those best efforts, he couldn't hold back, a stuttered and startled cry as he came, a mess between their fingers, smeared down along both their lengths.]
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Date: 2023-05-17 02:03 am (UTC)He used that release to stain his own quivering arousal in the aftermath; working it into each veined ridge that looked cut from some sort of amethyst marble. He watched the beautiful play of emotions slip over those features, and the effect was almost like the sunset that he was forbidden from viewing.
However it was made manifest in Bren's features, and he was enraptured by it. ]
Do you trust me to take you in this sensitive state, Bren? [ He wanted consent in this, for he knew that he could just as well use those slickened fingers to prepare Bren and it would not take long at all before he mounted between those thighs. ] Your trust is important to me, Chathiu. [ And no matter what, Essek would not abuse that trust-- he was not Bren's previous master. ]
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Date: 2023-05-17 04:58 am (UTC)But right now he could only look at Essek with pleasure hazed eyes, the desire in there undimmed and smoldering still. He nodded, swallowing against a soft moan before he managed to find his voice.]
I trust you.... I trust you with everything, Liebling.
[His body and his heart. It was indeed love, and Bren had enough self awareness to understand that.]
And I still need you, still want you. So please fuck me.
[Even if he was very much sensitive, every nerve raw and already firing over and over again. Every small touch was amplified, echoed, but it didn't matter. He wanted it. He needed everything his lover had to give, needed to see Essek lost in his climax too.]
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Date: 2023-05-17 01:48 pm (UTC)You came hard, it pleases me to know that I can do this to you-- and I promise that I will bring you with me this next time.
[ the fingers smeared with Bren's own spend, lovingly trailed itself a circle against that tense hole-- and he had expected this and thus he had left his nails perfectly trimmed so that he did not unduly hurt Bren with his preparations.
There would be ample time for him to scratch long nails up and down his lover's back. Essek would make sure there was time for that. There would be time, he would ensure that there would be time for them, far longer than there had been in Bren's previous life. ]
I have been inside no one since Caleb, no one has been inside me-- I have waited for you ussta'che, and now you have come back to me.
[ as he prepared Bren, sinking digit into that tight hot heat that consumed him with fire-- and he continued to speak even as he curled his fingertip to caress and work that tight muscle into readiness for his tight and swelling cock that was still within view, poised on the edge of readiness. ]
I will keep you safe, you are mine.. you belong to me just as I belong to you.. nothing will tear us apart.
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Date: 2023-05-18 05:54 am (UTC)You're the only one who can. I've never felt like this...
[He'd never felt anything close to this pleasure. Nothing had ever felt remotely this right, and Bren had no doubt that there would be no one for him in this life or any that might follow except for Essek Thelyss, this wicked, lethal, perfect creature, this beautiful soul that was meant to be the other half of his own.]
Mine... my love. [Bren agreed. His mate. His everything. He let his head fall back as that finger pressed inside him. A trembling whimper, his whole body still far too sensitive, every touch a dizzying combination of pleasure and pain that twisted him up into resurging desire.]
And I'm yours. Only yours, so please...
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Date: 2023-05-18 01:20 pm (UTC)He watched those lust hazed eyes and it simply made Essek feel worshipped like he was the only god in the world, the only star in the sky-- his breath knocked out of his lungs to stutter to a complete stop. However, Bren did not have to worry for Essek would be mindful of working him back up to a keen edge, but doing it in a way that would not utterly destroy.
Only wreck.. a little.
And then he added another finger, reaching and arching as he looked downward to see his lover stir again. ]
It appears that you will be ready by the time I slide into you, and I bet you will be so tight, my Bren. [ he leaned forward to rest against Bren, smearing Bren's seed betwixt both their stomachs. ] As tight as Caleb was that night we first made love.
[ and then he scrape his sharpened fangs against the spot just underneath Bren's earlobe. ]
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Date: 2023-05-19 02:56 am (UTC)But he still had no defense against Essek Thelyss, that touch, those eyes watching him. He panted softly, reaching a hand out towards the other man, just the tips of his fingers brushing along that cheek, settling more firmly as Essek rested against him.]
I want you inside me, want you to fill me up...
[Fingers move through Essek's hair as he turned his head to the side.] I want you to make love to me.
[More than just fucking, he wanted this to be something.]
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Date: 2023-05-19 03:08 am (UTC)The temptation to draw his teeth into the pliant flesh was great however he resisted it and then pushed himself back up to hover better over Bren.
Thankfully Essek was already slick with the evidence of Bren's earlier release, all glistened and ready, looking obscene covered in such filth but it would definitely ease Essek's way into that tight clench. And thus Essek drew his fingers out and then he wrapped his fingers against the backs of those knees and then he pressed his thighs back until it was almost touching that torso.
Spread so deliciously. ]
Hold yourself while I get into position? And then after I do, you can do what you want with your hands. [ a somewhat shy pause, sweet coming from the man that was set to ruin Bren ] I would like them on me though..
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Date: 2023-05-21 06:16 am (UTC)And somehow that love and affection only stoked the more visceral, desperate need. There was something utterly lewd about the way that Essek's cock was covered in his own release that the vampire had coaxed from him with expert, talented fingers. He whimpered softly as Essek pushed his legs back, nearly bent him in half. It was utterly vulnerable, wanton, downright obscene the way he was spread so wide open for him.
He did not hesitate to do as he was told, moving to wrap his fingers at the backs of his thighs to hold himself open for him, spread and waiting. A fitful nod.]
I will... I need to touch you.
[As if he could deny Essek anything the other man wanted, especially something that was so very clearly in alignment with what Bren wanted as well. He wanted to explore that body, to hold and cling to him as Essek utterly wrecked his hole, ruined him for anyone else but this beautiful, brilliant man.]
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Date: 2023-05-21 01:22 pm (UTC)He was pushing in, the way eased by the utter slickness of their bodies together. He was gripping hips, pushing his cockhead into that tight ruinous hole, until he was swallowed. In turn, he swallowed a breath at the tight heat that he had not felt for the longest time.
Ages upon ages.
Once consumed, he was exerting that force and pressure to slide in though it was an easy slide, a filling of Bren's sensitive channel, the way that he could feel the blood throbbing-- the way that Bren nearly scaled his cold body with such an inferno of warmth that he nearly hissed. ]
Gods, you are so hot, Bren.. I am sinking myself into a fire and gods, I want this.. I want you; consume me, Chathiu
[ and soon? His torso was pressed against Bren, his body enough to hold those legs between then, to feel Bren's calves against his shoulders as he pinioned him right to the bed. ]
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Date: 2023-05-22 02:00 am (UTC)His voice caught on a sound that fled past his lips, a strangled relieved sob of pleasure. He could feel his body yield around that length as Essek sank into him, inch by glorious inch. There was a faint burn, a faint sting, but all of it meant nothing when it met the realization that this was happening.]
Essek... [He managed to shape his name in a faltering, breathless voice as he found himself fully pinned the bed, half doubled over, and so, so full of this man.]
I want you, all of you. Take me, Liebling. Please.
[And now that his hands were free, he did indeed reach for him, fingertips mapping greedily over any skin that he could reach.]
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