ausgebrannt: (Caleb Origins 24)
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[There had been a simpler time, several years before when Bren hadn't yet known Trent Ikithon, a time when he was thoroughly and blissfully unaware of the things that existed in the dark, when the ideas of werewolves and vampires and other creatures that ought to have been nothing more than fairy tale fodder. Instead, his paths had crossed with Trent and everything had changed. He'd been thrown into a small walled courtyard one night, under the light of a full moon, and he had not been alone. That was the first time he had met a werewolf. Bren remembered the bite, still had the scar of it on one forearm, remembered the confusion and the terror -- both of which were nothing compared to the full moon that followed the month after, the first time he'd transformed. He remembered the pain of his entire body breaking and reshaping itself, the fear of losing himself entirely. He'd blacked out that night, woken up naked and aching as if he'd been run over by a bus.

It had been the same very moon since, except that piece by piece, bit by bit, he held onto some small shred of himself during the transformation. Trent Ikithon had explained that all this was for Bren's own good, that he was safer here than anywhere else. that there were vampires who would tear him apart on sight, one in particular, a singular monster who Trent seemed to have a personal loathing for. Bren tried to probe why any vampire, never mind a particular one, would have any interest in him. No explanation was ever given except that 'the Shadowhand will never have you. Not in this life or the next. I will see to that.'

Bren had no idea what that meant. Before all this, the only strange thing in his life were recurring dreams -- and oh they were beautiful things. Arms that were secure and safe around him, tender and gentle but not warm. The soft lilt of a voice that assured him everything would be well, that wherever he went he would be found again. Trent had hated the dreams and had done his best to cast them out of Bren's conscious awareness. Now they were barely shadows, things he could remember the feeling of more than the details. It hurt even trying to recall them, so he didn't.

This past moon Bren had made his escape after he transformed, finally aware enough of himself that he had his chance. He was free. That was the only thought in his mind right now and it repeated in echoed mantra over and over again as he tried to keep himself from spiraling into a breakdown. It had been years since he'd been out, actually out in the world, not kept with Trent Ikithon's control, trapped within the grounds of that monster's manor. He was, after all, Trent's pet project, for whatever reasons the old bastard had. It didn't matter. Back in that direction lay only pain and isolation. He wouldn't go back.

Of course, he didn't really have a plan to go forward either, really. Even before he'd been captured and turned, he hadn't had any family left, few friends, and he'd been out of the world for years now. He managed to steal find some clothes, ill-fitting, a coat that was too big on his underfed frame, a scarf wrapped about his neck. He was a mess, long copper hair in tangles past his shoulders, his beard untrimmed, a frantic fear in wide blue eyes as he tried to find somewhere to hide, somewhere to get his bearings. He couldn't let Trent find him again. This was freedom, and he would not give it up.

A soft meow caught his attention, and he looked up in surprise as a small orange tabby approached him. For the first time in a long while, Bren smiled.]
Hello there... [The little creature sniffed his outstretched hand and headbutted his fingers. It was the first kind touch that he'd known in so long, he almost teared up over it.] Well, at least I am not alone anymore. That's comforting.

[Now if he could just figure out what the hell he was going to do, where he was going to go.]

Date: 2023-11-22 07:34 pm (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=Lulii9999 site=twitter> (Essek ♠ Eyes in eclipse- threads of)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ The tears shimmered like liquid starlight within those darkened pupils and he felt desire so keenly as to make his shaft twitch between those welcoming lips-- aroused but also ultimately careful; he had not determined a safe word and so he would have to give further and clear directions to his lone wolf, his mate whom he loved do deeply that it surpassed time itself.

His fingers lightly rested against the back of Bren's neck, soft and gentle in a way that was guiding-- firm and yet there was no doubt there was love there as he tangled fingers into those locks of hair. ]


You are being so good for me, but it is important that you let me know if I am hurting you, if anything happens and you have not told me that your limits were breached then I will punish you and it will not be enjoyable for either of us.

[ how he was doing this while those throat walls clenched around his shaft, if was rather amazing but he kept himself grounded. ]

Now, I want you to start fucking me with that sweet mouth of yours-- can you do that, Chathtiu? Tap your fingers against my wrist once for go and twice for stop>/i>.

[ Tomorrow they would have a safe word going into that club, but for right now hand signals would have to suffice. There was love in how his fingers massaged the back of that neck, sweetly reverent as if Bren was the most precious person in the world.

Truth was, he was ]

Date: 2023-11-24 03:01 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: (Essek ♠ 29 pearls in your kiss and)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ The message was recieved, crystal clear and without a shadow of a doubt-- coupled with the slow-blink acknowledgement of those beautiful eyes, the way that ginger lashes fluttered downward to brush against the top of Bren's cheeks. How a man could have such beautifully long lashes-- it was expected of drow but he had seen many men who's eyes were not so expressive, not so well windowed.

His keen eyes also picked up the soft crystal of tears that latticed there, glimmering underneath the soft light. Essek's fingers lightly cupped the back of that neck, fingers sliding to cradle the base back of that head and then slowly drawing Bren closer onto his cock, feeling the slid of slick hot mouth and only arching a little bit. ]


Feed yourself on me, Pet.. fill yourself on me, I want to feel your clever tongue and throat work me until I am nothing but a pool deep inside your belly..

[ His voice crooned musically, certainly he was enjoying this in the soft gasp that exhaled from his lips, and his attention rapt on Bren, on that sweet mouth that felt like liquid amber, and he was something to be encased within it ]
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Date: 2023-11-24 03:51 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=ashinthepan site=twitter> (Essek ♠ He's stealing salt skin)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ Essek noticed the little lapse before Bren caught himself and then his low dusky voice cooed in approval of such self-control and restraint ]

My very good Pet, you are so well trained-- this is why you are my only Pet. What need do I have for anyone else when you are obedient and willing for me?

[ A parted gasp slid out from his mouth like pearls as he felt that tight throat squeeze and clench and then Bren systematically fucking himself on his arousal in such a state as to rob him of all conscious thought. This was Bren's fault, but it could not be blamed. His pet could not be punished for being so very tempting-- and Essek did not wish to curtail that. ] Tomorrow night you will get such a wonderful reward, I will make it worth your while.

[ All he had to do was close his eyes to imagine Bren against him on a crowded dance floor, or underneath him in a private booth, of his fingers spreading those thighs as he bit against freckled skin and lapped at the blood there. ]

I am so close, Bren.. you are going to make me come deep in your mouth, oh fuck yourself on me, please-- I want your beautiful mouth filled with my seed.. [ Breathlessly he spoke this while his fingers tightened in that hair and he attempted to assist with that rhythem and with keeping Bren right in that floating space of desire ]

Date: 2023-11-24 03:06 pm (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=zmeess_art site=twitter> (Shadowgast ♠ Sights and sounds pull)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ Audible groans, a mouth entirely too decadent for it's own good and those assiduous workings to bring him pleasure, and still Essek's foot-- delicate and bare, slipped out to between those thighs were he ran it almost luxuriant up the inner clothed skin of that thigh, not touching cock but so very close-- a trail of magic that seemed to leak from his every pore.

His fingers clenched in those locks of hair as his breathing flush, a few Ah's~ like musical notes bubbling to the surface followed my near mewling moans that rumbled, as he was taken over and over again by that mouth. His balls clenched and he could feel that rising peak as it vibrated around him, causing salt to thicken, the eventual breaking of the dam.

Then there it was, that punch that hit his solar plexus just right and then he crested hot and hard, with his prick quivering waves and streams of thick cream. ]
I'm... [ But by the time it was too late, he was already coming quickly into that mouth, warm and painting that throat with his spend, so very much that it would be nearly impossible for Bren to swallow it down without something of a mess as it engaged his beard ]

Date: 2023-11-26 11:15 pm (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=victoriangold site=tumblr> (Shadowgast ♠ You still believe in me)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ Essek felt the throat squeeze the last vestiges of seed from him, the keen senses also picking up the drip, rivulets running down chin. And then he very carefully disengaged his cock from that mouth, watching the way that saliva attempted to marry spend and bring it back to that waiting mouth.

Gorgeous as it was, all slick and panting-- the way that Bren Eremndrud looked properly ruined, and he had not done a single thing to him. he used his foot then to press against that chest and then backwards, so that his pet could catch the floor with his forearms, and then he was on the man like a shadow, on his hands and knees over him as he dragged his tongue slowly against the come as it dripped against stubble-- where he could taste his mate's kiss as well as his own essence.

This would likely be a true test of submission, especially as Essek was scent marking the other man with his saliva, with his taste-- so clearly marking him in such a way, his tongue slipping into any crevice that would be provided to him by his lover, the corner of the mouth, in a kiss that may not have had much finesse but was filled with something raw and hungry. ]

Date: 2023-12-05 01:17 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: [ TBD ] (Essek ♠ Time lost forever- the seconds)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
You are a complete and utter ruin, Chathtiu-- [ Essek said this with a smile as he lowered his body down to rest against Bren's, his arms draping around those shoulders and he spoke those words in between slick kisses, against his leg he could feel Bren's arousal hard and throbbing and so he attempted to lighten gravity there so that his lover did not have too much purchase to work against. ]

But you are my ruin.

[ Tongue softly simmered against that lower lip and then a light trail as he played his mate's mouth like a fine instrument. ]

And I am rather glad you will be sleeping with me tonight, that way I will be able to ensure that you are not a naughty boy who tries to touch himself without my permission.

Date: 2023-12-05 01:50 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=meeblott site=tumblr> (Essek ♠ But we carry on backs the)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ The fact that Bren was arching against his body, it was rather endearing even if he knew that it was setting Bren up toward being naughty and spilling. Those lips were promising being good but the body as it rutted up against him was likewise showing that he was being very impatience. And so as he pressed open mouthed kisses against those lips, chin nuzzling beard while he tried not to undulate against that arousal.

The mindlessness was not lost on him; the fact that if Bren succumbed to that dark wolf part of him, that he would not last and Essek did not want to be cruel to the other man. ]


Do you want me to fashion a magic cock ring for you, so you do not spill yourself? [ In a singular act of mercy, because he did love this man and wanted him to be happy even as he also wanted him to be good; give him all the tools to be good. ] I fear you may spill yourself with only a single touch?

Date: 2023-12-09 03:05 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=noxarcanaart site=twitter> / Commission - do not take (Default)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ It was a good thing for Bren that Essek wanted him to succeed and to last. And so he allowed himself a smile and then quickly got up from the floor where he had been hovered against Bren's eager and utterly wanton frame, the way that he writhed was beautiful.

He walked over to a little chest and then removed a key from his pocket and then inserted it into it. It was clear it was someplace that he kept precious things and after rummaging through them, he finally took out an onyx ring. ]
This is where I keep some of the things that both Caleb and I used-- it is a hodgepodge really, there are jewelry that he gave me but there is also things that I gave him-- this is one of them?

[ And then Essek came back, wielding the onyx ring as if it was something fine. ] This will tighten around your cock and it will prevent you from coming, but it will not fully cut off circulation; it is a magical item so it will.. shall we say, self regulate.

Date: 2023-12-09 04:28 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=_karrah_e site=twitter> (Essek ♠ Tie me to your promises)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
Kiss me first..

[ Essek said archly as he stood there looking up at Bren, the normally serious mien was suddenly playful and dancing, light and airy as if he had something to live for now-- even if his own unlife was as such that he had been only existing before this point, and that had started the night he lost Caleb. He leaned up on his tiptoes and presented those full lips for his lover to worship.

And all the while, that band of cool onyx slid down that chest, against abdomen and then his own fingers carefully and almost casually undoing the fastenings. Though it was clear he would not commit until he had what he wanted and that was that mouth sliding against him so that he could taste his mate like a promise of eternity there. ]

Date: 2023-12-09 04:54 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=zmeess_art site=twitter> (Shadowgast ♠ And I don't want the)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ Between the part of lips, there lay fire-- it was banked but he felt it. Even warmer due to his already cool skin, though warmer now after breakfast. As his mouth was attended to, spread thighs, and delved into-- his hands were fumbling for that clasp then, until finally Bren popped right now, and then he carefully reached in to grasp him by the pace-- to stifle as much blood flow long enough to slide that ring into place, and then the onyx was slid downward in what felt like miles but was merely inches.

At the base, he secured it with a tap, and then it affixed itself with but a tap of his fingertip. Not tightly enough to restrict but certainly snug enough that it blocked off the flow.

It may be a trifle uncomfortable, but there was no edged pleasure pain anymore-- and the ring would only regulate in comparison to how hard Bren became. In such a case where the werewolf was uninspired, the ring would remain but make nary an impression. ]

Date: 2023-12-10 03:16 pm (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=Zakunni site=twitter> (Essek ♠ I feel the lavender haze)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ How Bren was able to bring out such softness in Essek, the world may never know. But while it was a mystery, it still was a reality and as such he slowly slipped his fingers from those trousers but not without a lingering touch of fingertip following that vein upward until he got to the slit. Then his thumb collected it and he pulled backward only so that he could run his tongue against the pad of it.

That cock ring made it easier for him to be a little bit bad. In fact tonight before bed, there may be a bit of edging involving Essek's lips and fingers in Bren's future. A sweet combination of heaven and hell. ]


You are my very good boy, Bren. And I will reward you tomorrow night when we get to the club--

[ He would be hungry and feral and because of that, he would be more than equipped to protect his mate. ]

Date: 2023-12-15 04:01 am (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=zmeess_art site=twitter> (Shadowgast ♠ Like you are trying to)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
I have all the faith that you will be perfect.

[ Essek said and then as their lips collided, his mouth brushed so that the other man could taste precome, the sweetest essence. There was much for them to do however, at least much for Essek to do. It was clear that he would have to go into Rexxentrum, they would have to go in to sign any required paperwork, do a tour of the facility though since this was a night when the club was not opened. ]

Arrangements will be made for us to go into Rexxentrum--

[ Naturally, Bren would go with him; he would never leave the place without him. And it was because the bond was so strong. Honestly, Essek was not one who could let the other man out of his sight now, and his protectiveness was as fierce and as feral as that of Bren to him. ]

Date: 2023-12-15 09:02 pm (UTC)
zauberdecke: <user name=zmeess_art site=twitter> (Essek ♠ I know there's pain-- why do)
From: [personal profile] zauberdecke
[ The club had buzzed with the sudden scandal of a new owner, and the fact that a vampire had strolled in with an entourage of other vampires to clean up the place. It was not even a werewolf club anymore for word had gotten around that there would be the inclusion of several other supernatural subsets and thus it was no longer a safe space just for the wolves.

It was a safe space for all.

Essek slipped out of the car, wearing dark leather hot pants that showed a rather delicious amount of lavender skin, and then ankle high heeled boots, his own shirt was a sleeveless sweater that showed those slender arms. Around his waist rested a rather coy linked belt-- and indeed, the chain was held firm in his hand.

There was an equal attention on both of them, Bren was indeed drawing attention as well and Essek was not pleased at that, it made him clutch the chain a little more firm than he would otherwise. He'd overseen the hiring of all of the staff, he'd interrogated a few of the werewolves who had seemed the least hostile, and had prolonged their livelihood. (predominately he had used a truth spell to ascertain their opinions of Trent Ikithon, he would have no one loyal to Trent in this club)

As Bren entered the club, he wrapped an arm around that waist and leaned in, sending a very clear message that this man was his and under his protection. And then came the vampire that Essek had left in charge of the club, to lead them to their booth for the evening, a little alcove only reachable by a staircase and to which it was the prime spot to see and be seen, was tactically placed so that no one could sneak up on them and then allowed them to see everything going on amid the floor. ]

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