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Keith can't get the image out of his mind -- the tall, striking man with the strangely two-colored hair and the eyes the clear and endless gray of the sky after a storm, caught in the light of the full moon, like the entire world is about to glow with it. It's almost a memory, he thinks, and that's why he can't let it go. He's never had a memory of his lost time before.

It doesn't make any sense. Why this man? He's seen him before, of course, around town. He's rather hard to forget. But this is something more than that, something more than a strange and inconsequential dream cobbled together from pieces of his subconscious and an attractive stranger. It has to be more. Whenever he dreams, after all, he only dreams of running, of the night air and the scent of the woods and the moonlight spilling over the world.

It's the first lead that he's had, and it's in this strange town that he can't seem to make himself leave. Keith doesn't know exactly how he's going to find this man, and the only plan he has is to keep an eye out. But life and luck are kind today, and in the coffee shop, just as he turns from paying for his caffeine, he finds himself staring at the man walking through the front door.

Violet eyes snap wide, and for a long moment Keith can't do much else but stare. He's still staring when the barista is calling his name with his drink. He turns to gather up his coffee, holding the cup and going back to staring at this man, as if he's trying to decide how to best approach him that won't immediately chase him off. 'I had a dream about you and the moon.' would probably make him sound crazy.

But he has to say something. He needs to put answers to this. The fugues, the lost time with no memories, waking up in places he doesn't expect, or waking in his bed somehow more exhausted than when he went to sleep, it's been growing worse lately. He needs answers before it drives him crazy.

So for now he just stares.

Date: 2019-08-01 10:10 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (More talking)
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Shiro nods and deftly undoes the snap on his pants, leaving his hand there. He lost a lot of modesty in the short time he's been a werewolf. But he has this urge to be a little more considerate for Keith. "Keep that feeling in your mind. Let it flow through you."

He allows himself to get a good look at Keith. The shirt had hinted at a body toned by survival and keeping in shape. But without the cloth in the way he's beautiful from the intensity of his gaze to the way his long dark hair falls over his shoulders and accents his broad shoulders. His face is all sharp lines from his nose to the line of his jaw. There's something feral about him, a wildness that shines in his eyes that draws him in like a magnet.

He doesn't even realize he's come to stand side by side with him until he reaches out a hand between them and touches his bare arm. The way Keith is looking at him would piss him off if it were anyone else. But there's no pity in his eyes only a simmering rage locked up in something else. "Hold that feeling." He says again as he lets him go. "The people that made these marks are dead, Keith."

And he lets himself change lest he say something that might be too much. One moment there's a man then the black wolf is back in place, looking up at Keith with bright blue eyes. It's safer as a wolf. He won't feel that urge to run his fingers through soft dark strands and whisper soothing words.

It surprises him. He hasn't felt like this before. His relationships were always about letting his guards down and learning how. Not, this warm feeling in his chest. Internally he stares at his wolf who calmly looks back at him. 'Balance, brother mine. It's the clearest thought his wolf has ever shared and he doesn't know what to do with it.

Date: 2019-08-02 09:58 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (Let's keep it up)
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Keith is as beautiful in wolf form as he was the first time he saw him. Tonight they'll run together under the light of the moon. He grins as well as a wolf can and stretches from his toes to the tip of his tail. He pads to Keith's side as he kicks out of his pants and boxers. He grabs them in his teeth and tosses them aside.

His ears perk up and he nods to him as if to say your turn.

Date: 2019-08-02 11:18 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (Black Lion: Brace)
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He huffs a wolf laugh and waits patiently for Keith to get free. Shiro jerks his head and walks away heading for the back hall. He leads him to a door and stands up, pushing on the latch. All of the doors in the apartment have latches. He slips inside the moment the door opens.

Inside is a sunroom. The shelves start at the door and line the walls all the way to the wide window overlooking the back alley. A rope ladder is tucked beside the window just below the window latches. Shiro hops up onto the window seat and puts a paw against the latch. He demonstrates opening it. The window splits along an invisible line and opens out. He leans his head out and pulls it back shut. He looks at Keith and raises his eyebrows.

Give it a go?

Date: 2019-08-09 04:57 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (That nice smile again)
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He perks up and wags his tail, pleased Keith picked up quickly on how to navigate the window. He drops down off the sill and heads for the door. Shiro pauses to stretch and looks back.

They'd run tonight. An alarm sounds from his phone and he uses the door latch to slip back into the hall. Shiro trots over to his phone and puts his paw on it. Ah, time to go catch the train to downtown. He changes back, swiping his thumb across the surface of his phone screen.

"Keith, we need to head to the station. Unless you'd rather go by car." He reaches for his clothes, completely at ease with sitting naked on his apartment floor.

Date: 2019-08-10 05:14 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (The distance between us)
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He makes the mistake of looking up and stares at his alpha. Shiro forces himself to look back down at his clothes. Keith looks like one of those ancient statues of warriors.

All he'd need is armor and a sword in hand...or just the sword. He pulls on his boxers and tries to put it out of his head. He needs to get a grip. But he can't get it out of his head how easily he and Keith fell into a companionship as if they'd known each other for years.

He pulls on his clothes, buttoning his jeans and tugging his shirt back over himself. "We'll take my car. It isn't far and we won't have to deal with station delays."

Date: 2019-08-11 11:17 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (That nice smile again)
From: [personal profile] spaceforged
Whatever pull he has to Keith seems to go both ways. Maybe Coran will have an explanation for it. He rises to his feet and pulls on his shoes, snagging his keys from the bowl by the door. He smiles back at Keith as he reaches for his coat and pulls it on. "We'll make it with time to spare."

Normally he takes his motorcycle. But a car will let them talk and he really wants that. He wants to know more about Keith. He opens the door and locks it behind them, taking the stairs down to the parking lot below.

His car is a sleek black honda crv that could fit a wolf in the back. It has before and as he unlocks the doors, he tells Keith out of all of them, Hunk is the biggest and could still fit in the back.

Date: 2019-08-16 05:02 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (and I'll...form the head)
From: [personal profile] spaceforged
“The Awoo Mobile.” He howls just a little. Shiro buckles himself in and turns on the car. Immediately the radio comes on and gives the weather report.

He idly checks what he has in the cd drive. Ah, one of the medical journals he had been studying. He had slowly been listening to journals about humans and techniques to mend the body. It was therapy he had taken upon himself.

He switches it out and flips on Spotify. A soothing blend of cafe style jazz rolls through the car as he looks behind him and pulls the car out.

Traffic is light at this hour. He splits his attention between it and Keith. “There is more to a werewolf than what you’ve seen so far. But, I thought I’d tell you those parts later. You’ve had a lot already. It’s up to you how much I tell you now.” He glances at him and smiles.

“I’ll guide you best I can and naturally you can ask Coran anything you like.”

Date: 2019-08-18 04:00 pm (UTC)
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He remembers what it was like learning what he is. The Holts had always been strange. Sam had been a presence in his life while he worked at the Garrison. Adam used to be unsettled by him. When Sam vanished and he stumbled through a world suddenly turned strange and horrible, he had craved that stability.

He'd found Pidge, Coran, and Allura. He'd learned fast. Keith will likely learn faster. This is his birthright. "You'll know everything soon enough." He smiles at him and the rest of the ride is quiet. He drives lightly, his control of the car absolute.

When they arrive, he slips the car around to the back of the bookstore to the nearly hidden parking lot behind it. He parks the car just as a tall, thin, scholarly looking red-headed man opens the back door. His clothes seem partly cut from a bygone era, the high cheekbones lending to his smile. "Shiro my boy! This is the best I've seen you look after a full moon." Shiro locks the car doors once he and Keith are fully out of the car. "Dare I hope you've stopped fighting yourself?" Shiro doesn't say anything but he claps Coran on the shoulder.

How many people had noticed how hard he fought to maintain himself?

The man continues to smile and gestures they both come inside. The inside of the shop is full of bookshelves and organized within an inch of its life. Despite that it feels homey and comfortable. Coran meets Keith's eyes as he points to the closed 'for private meeting' sign on the glass. He drops his eyes a minute later. Who is in the most dominant has been established. Coran ushers them both into a small private office and shuts the door behind them. "Can I get you anything to drink?" Shiro shakes his head as he sits down and silently notes the aged and battered books spread out on the ancient cherry oak desk.

Coran gets Keith his drink if he asks for it and settles behind his desk. "As I said and you likely know, Keith." He turns his attention fully on the Alpha werewolf. "I had hoped you two would meet. Every time you've been here you looked so miserable." And Shiro while a good leader, has taken care of everyone but himself. His own needs need met, but Coran keeps that to himself. "Most Born werewolves I've ever met were born into a pack. It's very rare. Magic such as ours doesn't pass well. Given being turned at all is...you have to nearly kill the one you're turning and a child's will is still forming. That's why all werewolves born with the wolf in them are Alphas."

He glances down at the books. "Long, long ago such men and women were the kings and queens, emperors, and village leaders that kept all safe." He gently touches the pages of the book in front of him. "A different era, those days." Shiro quietly aches for him. To wake up in a world so strange...he can relate. Coran waves off any concern. "Now, I imagine you have questions! I'm here to answer them and I assume Shiro is willing to answer a few himself. More than he likely already has."

Date: 2019-08-22 02:38 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (Cause I'm on your side)
From: [personal profile] spaceforged
Coran nods, “Yes, I can look into it for you. If she has used that name for a while then I can track where it leads. We all leave trails in the world that one can see if you know where to look.” He smiles as he spreads his the books out a little further.

“Now we can start with what an Alpha is to a pack. You will be the master of us but just as we need you for stability, strength, unity, protection...” He rests his hands on the desk. “You need a pack to balance you. Alphas are the most aggressive and dominant of us all. They need to be. They need to keep others safe and will try to protect everyone they come to care for. Even their mates.”

Shiro settles in his seat and watches Coran. He had heard this before. As far back as when Coran laid it out for him as a temporary pack leader. “An alpha has the power to pull on the entire pack if they need to.” Coran says, “That’s why they must be an alpha that can be trusted. You have already shown the caliber of your soul. You have shown you can be. All of us are drawn you and have been for a while. Whether by happening by each other or not, you have been seen and accepted by our wolves.”

Shiro says nothing but Coran briefly considering warning them of how deeply that acceptance has gone between their own wolves. He decides not to. Shiro is badly damaged and needs to slowly come into it. Their own alpha seems to need the same.

“Pack are bound together by magic. I can teach you how to do it. Shiro has all that an Alpha has except the dominance. We need that, Keith. We need you.” Shiro and Coran both look at him with their eyes turned, the blue and yellow of their wolves.

“All werewolves have magic.” Shiro says. “But it truly shows itself and what gifts it brings when a pack unite. We’re tied together.” He taps his temples and Coran nods.

“Mate bonds are the same way. Two wolves tied together soul to soul.” Shiro blinks. He had never asked. Never wanted to know but Coran speaks it with experience and his heart aches for him anew. “A beautiful thing, having a mate bond. We have a gift to know those we love better than humans can. The same can be said or family and friends.” Pack.

Date: 2019-09-02 06:01 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (...well that's new.)
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“Only if you want to.” Coran says before Shiro can say anything at all. He has an odd feeling as his wolf side stirs sharing images and scent. They’re all focused on the man at his side. He takes a deep breath and closes his eyes.

“You can take you time finding someone if you want a relationship with anyone. It’s only in rare cases the wolves choose someone first.” He carefully doesn’t look at either of them. It’s all too telling what has happened here. They need to find that out naturally.

Or they might not have any chance at all. “In those cases usually the two people are so compatible the wolf side chooses to make sure that neither person will drift past their possible mate and will get to know each other instead. They are balanced and there’s never been a case where they were incompatible. Our wolf side is as alive as we are and wants to protect us.”

Shiro doesn’t remark that not all werewolves believe that. This is how their pack operates and he prefers it that way. Coran folds his hands over each other and looks to his new alpha. “I will teach you everything I know. And I can share with you what I know about each pack member before you meet them. Or in the case of Shiro, things that should be noted.” Shiro swallows and rises from his seat. “That’s my cue to wander the shelves isn’t it?”

The older werewolf nods and Shiro pauses to touch Keith’s shoulder. “Ask whatever you want to ask. Coran is doing this to spare us both pain. It’s okay. I don’t mind you knowing anything you want to know. I trust you, Keith or I wouldn’t have brought you here.”

He walks away, closing the door behind him as Coran watches Keith with a calm measured stare. He waits until Shiro is out of earshot. “Don’t feel troubled. Our Shiro endures. He led us when we needed a leader and while he can’t be an alpha, he is a strong man. Nothing we talk about here will break him. There are just some things he can’t tell you himself without it hurting him and I know you don’t want him hurt.”

He almost says more than that and stops himself. “Whenever you’re ready.”

Date: 2019-09-04 02:16 pm (UTC)
spaceforged: (and the heavens roll away)
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Coran clears the books from the front of his desk. He takes a ring of keys and pulls a drawer out and unlocks the box inside. He takes out a single photo and lays it on the desk.

In the photo is a man with long dark hair spilled out over a battered couch. He had been covered with blankets but the line of the jaw and the scar on his face says Shiro. “Matt sent me this right after they got Shiro back.” A collar is locked around Shiro’s throat with a number as if he were just a lab animal.

Coran waits until the photo has been absorbed before he continues. “Shiro used to be a soldier and a space pilot. He was also terminally ill.” Another pause as he sets down a photo of a much younger Shiro with bright eyes, thinner, and clearly happy beside an older man and the younger brown haired guy from the group photo of the pack.

“They were set to fly a mission that would take years to complete. Instead the shuttle was taken out mid-flight and Pidge and Matt’s father Sam, Matt, and Shiro were taken from the wreckage. Sam was already a werewolf.” He produces more photos. Shiro in the midst of a rage his eyes blue as the sky above and half into the change more beast than man his right arm sparking with purple light.

Shiro before the pack eyes still burning and in command. Then a more relaxed Shiro gently helping a dog up into the exam table at the vet. “Shiro found his way back to the Holt house. Matt told me that Shiro is why he escaped so early. They put them in underground fighting pits and Shiro took his place. He survived the longest in that pit before he was too hurt to continue and they...set a crazed wolf on him. It is the only way Shiro could be turned. Peace bringers are rare for a reason.”

He waits for Keith to absorb it all. He reaches out to gently lay a hand over his. “I hunted them.” He says and there is nothing kind in his voice. There is a hunger and a rage there that hadn’t been in his voice before now. “But when I found where they had kept him...” his eyes lighten to the werewolf yellow. “He killed them, Keith. He killed them all. From the Druids who had tested their magic on him down to the janitor. No one was left alive.”

It doesn’t give a full answer. He takes a second to tone down his own anger and sighs. “They robbed him of every joy of being a werewolf. He was their killer of underground pit fighters. He wasn’t the one to turn others. And when he wasn’t fighting in the pit. They tested their magic on him. Their chemicals. They did a lot of tests on him during the full moon. Tried to find ways to control his mind.”

The rage tries to surface but he holds it back. He is well aware if he guessed right, Keith would be furious enough for both of them. “Shiro only uses his wolf as a last resort and during full moons runs alone...chased by the past as far as any of us can tell. The next day he’s at his most touchy and vicious. Closer to an alpha in a rage. We take care of him during those times. He never lets anyone but Hunk into his apartment for a few days. But you didn’t experience any of that did you?”

Date: 2019-09-06 05:03 am (UTC)
spaceforged: (All of my excess)
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Coran’s eyebrows shoot up and his eyes grow bright with unshed tears. Shiro had showed Keith his wolf form instead of taking any other option but that. He waves off the broken chair arm. “That arm chair gets broken a lot. Don’t worry about that, my boy.”

He takes a moment to drink a sip of tea from a mug on his desk. “Usually after a full moon Shiro keeps to himself. He only takes wolf shape when he has to. Until...you came to this city. He still kept to himself on full moons and hide away from us. But he seemed less... haunted.”

He clears the evidence of the past from his desk and puts it back in the lockbox. “I would hardly say that kindness and patience is ‘more than’ you deserve. You have been just as patient with him and the rest of us. ...and it isn’t like you understood what you are. How could you have? Have a little patience with yourself. You are a new wolf even if you’ve always been one. Your eyes are open now.”

He folds his hands over one another once more, “You have a long time to learn all you need to or want to. It was just important you learn Shiro’s story now as it colors everything he says and does.”

He pauses, wondering again if he should say it and deciding to only say. “And he will be your teacher. He wanted you to know. Likely there are parts of his tale he will tell himself.” He waits a moment then he tells him about Hunk. He’d been changed voluntarily as part of family tradition. Only he wasn’t a dominant wolf. Lance is part of a family of werewolves each changed and surviving it.

It used to make him cocky until Allura kicked his ass. Pidge let herself be changed to chase after her missing father. Allura...he looks at Keith and says lightly, “my lady’s story is one you must here from here directly.” But he does tell him about her general demeanor and attitude.

By the time he’s done Shiro rejoins them, placing coffee on the table and a box of still warm donuts. He had obviously did some ordering while he was wandering. “I see you’re getting the Allura story.” He says with a faint smile.

But it reaches his eyes and he notices the chair arm but doesn’t say anything just lightly nudges Keith. “Don’t worry about a chair arm. I used to break car doors without even trying.”

Date: 2019-09-07 03:31 pm (UTC)
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He catches himself thinking Keith blushing is really attractive. He needs to get a grip on himself. His wolf seems to think he’s been ridiculous admonishing himself. Shiro claps Keith on the shoulder with a quiet laugh.

“That happens. You’re aware of it now and that means all that instinctive control is a little frayed. You’ll adapt fast.” He flashes him a smile and claims a warm cake donut with little sprinkles on it. He takes a bite and makes a pleased sound. “Coran why does that little donut shop near this bookstore have to be so perfect.” He makes another pleased sound.

Coran laughs. “It’s all family businesses on this street you know that.” He glances at Keith and grins. “Yes it will be good for everyone to know you. You’ll fit in with our misfit crew just fine.”

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